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"You are doing better."
"I think this is what you needed."
"You are great in group."
"Why are you even here? You seem just fine."
"You look happy."

Even after everything
Nothing has changed
The death
The hospital stay
The move

Things are better!
Now they are not
I am getting happier
Now things are back to normal
Alone
Sad
Depressed
Tears

I tried
I did things to fix it
Why is nothing working?
Do I really need that big of a change?
Am I that far gone?
What is wrong with me?

I tired everything
Everything I could possibly do
Yet still the tears
The sadness of my mind
Over comes my shallow happiness

I want to be better
But I can't seem to be
I want a healthy mind
I want controllable emotions
I want happiness
©2009 ~StarxSeb
:iconstarxseb:

Author's Comments

I have hard 6 months. My mothers died. I was in the hospital for clinical depression, cutting and suicidal thoughts. Then I moved to get out of my oppressive environment. Nothing has helped my depression and suicidal thoughts. So this is just something I wrote because of all this.

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